#I’m very sleepy and very sad
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Okay, what pretty boy wants to go out on cute dates with me and then take turns taking Polaroid pictures of each other so we can pin those pictures up on our walls and have a constant reminder of the other?
#I hope that made sense#I’m very sleepy and very sad#mlm#gay#mlm yearning#mental illness#lgbt#nblm#gay thoughts#I HAVE a Polaroid camera I got for my birthday#It is being WASTED#I want that so bad#So bad bro you don’t even understand
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Some very handsome Woodward moments, for your consideration…
#my contribution to the ongoing debate#first of all they are both very handsome!!#but I’m a bob girl through and through. always have been and always will be.#his gentle demeanor and his perpetually sleepy eyes and his PROFILLEEEEE#his nose?!?! such a good nose#I get so sad when people put him down for not looking like Robert Redford :( he’s debonair in his own special way!!!#cause respectfully HE’S SOOOO PRETTY I wanna play scrabble with him#and give him a big ol smooch. who said that.#all the president's men#Bob Woodward
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So we all agree that the song blood // water ( by grandson) is about kaz's storyline with Pekka Rollins, right?
#please tell i’m not the only one#who thinks that#I mean it's literally the same#and it's sad#yay#😀#six of crows#soc#kaz brekker#kazzle dazzle#pekka rollins#ugh#nobody likes you#goodbye my beautiful crows#sorry I'm just very tired and sleepy#anygay#goodbye beautiful people
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I feel like psychoactive substances don’t work on me like they do on most people because my normal state of mind makes me feel like I’m trippy and stoned 24/7 as it is.
#“Feelings of euphoria” no??? What about this is euphoric? I feel numb and sleepy. Euphoric is what I am when I’m sober#Anyway I hate edibles (or at least the ones I have now)#weed mention#drugs tw#I don’t think I’m anxious enough to like what it does to me. I don’t want to feel numb; I want to see shrimp colors#and unfortunately shrimp colors are illegal where I live [sad hippie noises]#It definitely gets rid of half of my sensory issues but I’d rather not feel gelatinous all day long#It just makes me feel like I’ve had an allergy attack and had to take Benadryl and now I’m fighting to stay awake#I’d rather have achy fingers and toes thank you very much
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should i sleep for a hundred million years or purposefully stop sleeping just to see what happens
#i have slept 2 hours and haven’t been able to fall asleep again for like 3 hours and i was really tired and mad abt it but now i am not#tired and not mad abt it so maybe the path i should be taking is to stop sleeping. sleeping a lot gives me little energy and i’ve been#having trouble sleeping anyway so maybe i should use this to my advantage and run my little sleep deprivation experiment that i was#originally planning to do a couple years back but then got sooo eepy sleepy that i didn’t really get far. but maybe that’s bc i wanted to#go 72 hours straight w/o sleep so i could record my response to it. i should be more subtle i think. maybe only a few hours a night#and more 30 hour waking periods. do not listen to a single thing i say ever i’m an unreliable narrator btw. i think i could trigger smth#fun to happen i:m a good age for sleep deprivation to do something fun and interesting to me and i want to play god#but i’d get kinda sad being awake all the time bc sleeping is like my number one coping mechanism. then again the pain of losing#that on top of the physical and mental consequences of sleep deprivation would be like so cool. it would pain me so much#but i find that compelling. do not listen to a single word i say i will realize this is dumb later but rn i do kinda want to think abt#running my little experiments and trying to ruin myself further. i’m such a good thing to think abt experimenting on bc i’m so affected#by things i just wish i had more force of will Does anyone want to kidnap me and keep me awake for 72 hours (i’m thinking electrocution#will be involved) and keep notes i fear i’d give up and i wouldn’t keep good enough track of things which would be so sad#obvi it would be unethical but i’m cool w that. i would also want it all on camera for review purposes. hmm i’m digging this idea. 72 hours#is not very long and i doubt there would be lasting consequences so it seems like a good idea. however i’d want to do this when i have#things to keep me busy and restricted access to places to sleep. okay i must think on this further pay no mind to what i say unless u have#suggestions like how to keep yourself from giving in bc i always have difficulty w that one
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#i have had a lovely birthday!!#but all ny stuff is packed up and i leave tomorrow and im very sad right now#but i’m also just sleepy so that’s part of it but :(( sigh
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srry for all the joanfk reblogs im tired n I was in the mood to look at these beautiful pieces they are so tasty and they are so wonderful and I love em
Im the only joanfker left n that’s ok <3
(Now if only I can actually post how I do my fav clone babies now)
#the memories are nice m#I do miss you all#it’s kinda sad that like I’m prob the only consistent joanfk fan left#I mean it’s not the end of the world but it does make me feel lonely#maybe there’s a bunch of sleepy joanfkers in their hermit shell#but I still do draw my babies they are very important to me#I don’t draw them out of spite#I just feel happy to pair them canon or not#they make me feel comfortable and happy and i want to continue to draw them and their relationship#I love you joanfk#to another 20 and then another and then anoth#I have updated designs n info bout em and I hope I can post bout it someday
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life update for tha mutuals👯♂️💕
#i got a bad tooth taken out and capped after almost 10 years of having it and i’m so happilicious .#it was a very long and gruesome process though because they had to do a bunch of other shit to make it happen-#since most of the tooth is gone and the tooth behind it is deformed because of that 🔥🔥#also i am getting some new glasses and will be able to get CONTACTS SOON!! YAY!! ALSOO i cut my hair WAY TOO SHORT TEYING TO EVEN IT OUT#so i’m a little sad because i look a bit less rockstar but now i kind of look less menacing i think because#i’m serving victorian child so hopefully it will assist me in making new friends ueah❤️#I HOPE U GUYS R DOING WELL might pop into tha asks later but i am sleepy i just came back from a deeelicious🤤dumpling dinner
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hope you’re feeling better <3 you’re so loved and talented and you inspire so many people :)
;w; I am, yeah !! sometimes after a long day the key is a nice good nap <3
and uwahhhh thankie 🥹 I think sometimes it’s definitely easy to forget that like… people do perceive me?? and that there are people who care and it just ;w; it’s a nice thing to remember <3
#mochi speaks#it’s also why I try my hardest to be silly and cheerful on here too !!#and also very genuine#I’ve been told so many times that my blog feels like a safe space#and that it makes people happy and 🥹 I want it to continue to be that way#we’re wholesome here!!!!#even if lately it hasn’t felt like it much (to me)#but alas that’s what happens when the big sads hit#it’s been getting better I think though !!!#so it’s easier to be the silly goofy cat I’m known as :D#but it is really sweet to remember that like. oh yeah there Are people who are aware of me#and I don’t know. who enjoy my presence ????#Im sleepy LOL
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also i told ayesha and sanju that today would be the best day of my life and would make up for everything that happened this week if we saw a moose and we fucking DID
#i couldn’t get a good pic he was v sleepy and hidden by these trees but LOOK AT HIM!!!!!#photos#i’m still sad & bruised tho LOL so didn’t make up for the week unfortunately. but very cool!!!
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😴😪😴😪
#on my flight back home and i’m so sleepy and my body is so exhausted but i’m sad wahhhhhh#i adore harry shows so very much#there’s a specific magic there that feels really special each time and 🫂❤️🩹
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trying to hang onto every shred of normality I have as the days get shorter and I get ever more tempted into hibernation
#the season is hitting me really hard this year idk why#thankfully I’m not sad but I feel a deep sleepiness that haunts me as soon as late afternoon hits#anyway ugh very annoying#inverse problem.txt
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What if I started drawing klance for real in the year of our lord 2023
#I probably wont bc I’m very very sleepy and sad + i have other obligations#but what iffff 😳#i feel like it could be a good exercise in saying fuck off to shame#is cringe dead#whos to say#i would say yes but voltron is extenuating circumstances#extend the cringe life just for vld#oh fuck I never posted my romellura art#allura is not cringe thats my wife 🫡
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i feel like i’m in such a weird place in my life
#i feel weird .#i woke up today very happy and my moods gone down thru the entire day#and it’s a comforting sort of sad feeeling#like i do feel like the devil right now but not in the usual way.#captain’s log#i’ll blame it on the movie#also i’m just rlly sleepy for some reason
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Love tastes
I remember tasting love, my mother loved spicy food and I hated it, the spices all burning my mouth, I learned to love it due to my love for mom.
My big brother always picked fresh raw radishes to eat from my grandparents house, eating it raw wasn’t the best flavour but I accepted the challenge, if only I could share it one last time with him.
We have a stolen recipe book from the 90’ my dad took it from a Italian restaurant in manhattan, he prepared mushroom soup when we first meet, I have never been one for fancy tastes, but I learned to distinguish and appreciate every single five stars dish that was served to me.
My first love was kind of a nerd, gushing about stuff from comics, to tv, and electronics, always with a smile that made me feel hopeless, we talked over the table about trying wasabi together and how it the sashimi would taste like, our time together was cut short, and I cry a little every time I eat a spoonful of wasabi, I would do it again if only to them smile at me again.
Love is learning to taste it and remember it, keeping it close to your heart, your tongue and your mind, I would have never tasted or remember any love if it wasn’t because of them, I’ll eat with them the food, if not only for the sake of good times.
#vent post#ask to tag#it’s 3:30 am#love#at least what I feel is love#i’m hungry#and sleepy#I’m very very sad
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Ok now it’s 4 am and I just cried over nothing and everything so here’s your reminder to go to sleep before The Horrors set in. Don’t trust bad things after 10 pm regular nights and 12:30 on new years. By 4 am you’re just gonna get stuck in a ‘everyone I love dies and what will happen and also my tummy hurts’ loop which is not fun. It’s like a video game with each hour being a progressively harder, worse level but you’re the boss battle. It’s you. Beat it by going the fuck to sleep, waking up, and realizing all your 4 am problems were ridiculous/not a current issue and kind of funny to be that upset about in retrospect. It’s like watching a drunk girl in a bathroom cry about that time she killed a spider but you’re the drunk friend right now crying over that wolf spider in your basement from six years ago when you could have put it outside. Also sorry anyone seeing this at like 2 pm
#vent post but eh I’m fine#just bad sleepy#okay to rb if this speaks to you#but literally I cry over everything at 4 am#because my mom woke up and was nice to me so I cried because I love her#and I cried because my stomach hurt#and then I was ok but I got warm water accidentally and cried over that#and maybe I’m over sharing. I think I tend to but honestly like idk#I think humans have so many similar emotions#like 4 am sadness#and maybe someone else is 4 am sad right now too#and my lack of a filter. especially past 12. is comforting to them#hi we can be sad together and then go to sleep#GOOD NEWS IM NOT CRYING ANYMORE#I also cry laugh though and cry when I see my friends after a long time and I think I’m just a very cry-y person#I always feel better afterwards but I definitely joy cry a lot too#L’Oréal waterproof mascara. doesn’t come off but won’t budge either#you’ll probably take eyelashes off with it but hey you can sob your heart out in it#hope you have fancy efficient ass makeup remover though
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